QUIT JUST FING QUIT!!!

I started training last week and what a week to start- The humidity was terrible! I will be getting back into the grind today and hopefully have a better outlook on things this week. Being it was the first week last week, my energy was low and negative thoughts began to slip past by defenses and were dragging me down. With the changing of technique, exercises etc. so does the changing of my mental approach. At 29 years old, no solid career and bills things are begining to weigh me down. I think if I can struggle through the next two years with good training then 2011-2012 will be the final year and hopefully the best. Monmouth University kids will be back in session soon so that will keep me occupied at practice a few days out of the week, but as of now it's me and the 'heat stress monster.' Hope I can hang in there a bit longer.